(WASHINGTON) -- Republican Rep. Tom Kean Jr. of New Jersey arrived back on Capitol Hill on Tuesday after a nearly four-month absence, and announced on the House floor that he received a depression diagnosis that led to an extended hospital stay.
"Now, when people hear the word 'depression,' many people think, simply feel, it means feeling sad, but depression is so much more than that," Kean said. "It is physical, it is emotional, and until you experience it yourself, it is difficult to fully understand how powerful this illness can be."
Kean said he wanted to get back to Congress as quickly as possible, understanding the importance of representing his constituents, but ultimately decided to follow his doctor's recommendations to stay under their care.
"The doctors recommended that I remain in the hospital to address my illness. They explained to me that this would be the fastest way to recovery, and to be honest, I was hesitant. I didn't think that I had time for it. I had responsibilities to my family, I had responsibilities to my constituents, I had responsibilities to this institution, and like many people, I believed that I could simply push through, but I agreed to follow my doctor's recommendations again, not believing that it would result in a long-term stay," he said.
Kean has not voted in the House since March 5, missing more than 100 roll call votes during his time away.
The congressman had not publicly addressed the reason for his absence prior to Tuesday, raising questions on his whereabouts.
During his absence, Kean won the Republican primary (where he was unopposed) in his reelection bid and received President Donald Trump's endorsement. Kean will face Democrat Rebecca Bennett, a former Navy helicopter pilot, in November for New Jersey's 7th Congressional District, a toss-up district Democrats hope to flip.
Kean, on Tuesday, did not answer multiple questions from reporters on why he didn't communicate with his constituents earlier about his health issues.
In his floor remarks, Kean said he believed he would've been back on Capitol Hill in a few weeks, but soon began to realize that there is "no timeline for healing, there is no timeline for recovery, only the work of getting better one day at a time."
"Today I am grateful that I listened to my doctors. I am grateful for the exceptional care that I received from doctors, nurses, and support staff. I am grateful that I accepted help, because today I stand before you healthier, stronger, and excited to return to the work that I love," he said.
He then thanked his family, staff, constituents, and medical team for their care and understanding, going on to advocate that "asking for help is not a weakness, it is a strength."
"This is not a partisan issue. It touches every community, every family and every corner of this country. If sharing my story encourages even one person to seek help, if it gives one family the courage to have a difficult conversation or reminds one person that recovery is possible, then this moment will have been worthwhile," he said as he concluded his speech.
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